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I really like college... Like a lot.
I LOVE�my friends here.
I feel so close to a bunch of them... Especially my friends elena, amy and stephen.

You know how people say you canapos;t go home? It never really made sense to me until this weekend.
I went home.
just for basically one day.
and the night I got back I had coffee with ChrisRenalds... And it was amazing seeing him. LOVE�THAT�BOY And it felt like nothing had changed
and then on sunday I hung out with Alyssa and Melissa and Elizabeth... And it felt like nothing had changed....
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I slept over at Kristinapos;s house.
and it was different.
we didnapos;t have anything to talk about.
I felt like EVERYTHING had changed.
and when I went to church on sunday,
CHURCH.
the one place where I have felt at home for the past EIGHTEEN�YEARS.
didnapos;t feel like home anymore.
which is really depressing.
its sad though, that the one person I considered my BEST�friend, is no longer even that close of friends with me...
I guess its inevitable, and I should be happy that she is moving on, and finding new friends since Iapos;m gone.
but still.
it kind of sucks.

and today kind of sucked because I got ditched (not on purpose) all day by elena and amy,
and then stephen was mad at me (even if it was fake and all my fault)

and I really donapos;t want to go to Cinema Collective.
but I suppose I should.
Even though I�really donapos;t need to...
siiiiiggghhhhh.

kind of sucky.
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